2004-06-24-11:41 p.m.
I seriously have never talked to someone on IM for an entire day. I did when I was 15. And I did today.

Don't know what to say about Sarah. In general, I'm tired of talking about girls on this diary. This is the perfect example for any developmental psych to say young people constantly make new choices and drop other choices. There are just a TON of girls names in this diary where it's a new choice and then who knows when it's another choice. Nothing in life is constant. Why are we so amazed when we change? If we looked back at ourselves and compare it to now, is it really that surprising? But we live in some dream, some fantasy. We change every second. It's subjective to say if the change is good or not, but we are never constant.

But Sarah: we fight a lot. And it's over silly things. Usually when I talk with people, it's all nicey-nice and if you insult them they might never talk to you again. Or say something out of the realms of the PC arena and they stop talking. Well, we basically say whatever we want and laugh about it.

I do that a lot with my writer friends already. In the library, David J tried to push books from the aisle behind me to hit me. With April, they then dropped to the floor. I've never really met people like that before. It's probably why we are friends.

Sarah made fun of me for not knowing Johnny Rotten. I called her snooty. We constantly question each other's words. We are both bitterly sarcastic and are very open about what we want to say.

Of course she didn't know Skinny Puppy either.

I've stopped thinking about the future. Whatever happens, happens. I met people all the time. They come and the go. Who are the ones to stay for awhile longer? Not sure. It's fun to pick people up along the way though.

She's like my father, she works 12 hour shifts at the hospital.

I better move my butt tommorow.

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