2004-05-15-6:59 p.m.
Lets do some headlines to recap so the typing will be short:

That girl never called back, not a big deal.

I quit my job. It's too far to drive to the beach and who wants to work with whiney bitches? My God, they are older then me and all I hear is "I only have one table in my section!" Lots of stupid shit in the world, it's best to filter it out.

BUT, I still believe in humanity. In someway, we all might want to say people are base and evil. BUT I still believe because I heard a child today say:

"Mommy, I love you more than anything in the world."

There is more of this stuff in the world. More love, more life. It's just out there hiding, it's hiding among the whiney bitches.

Carl and I cut down trees for 7 hours yesterday. It's amazing how fast Quynh can chop down a tree. This guy is a beast.

I met a girl named Susan who lives near Marietta. When I was 15, we had a little online community in a program called Prodigy. Then the program closed down a couple years later. I've pretty much forgotten about everyone on there. I haven't had an on-line buddy for years. In fact, no one IMs me on aol and I have some 100 names on it. It's weird, Susan actually remembered my name and IMed me. So now we are talking on the phone for hours. I like clicking with people. Jacksonville sucks for clicking. It's as if having time or friendship is illegal here. I just like Susan, she has a lot to say and is interesting. She's going to Hawaii... I want to go to Hawaii!! *sigh*

I'm taking Fiction Workshop and Drawing I for Summer A.

My short story is finished. It's called "The White." It will be posted here when I revise it again.

Today work has really really pissed me off. I've lost a lot of respect for people. I need to chill.

Those are all the headlines. A sucky entry indeed. Better one next time. By the way, May 13th marked the two year anniversity for this diary. Hurray for two years of writing!

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