2004-04-22-1:23 a.m.
I'm going to make this short... for once.

I really don't like Vanessa anymore. It takes a lot of time to know people. It takes a lot of time to care about people. We can love people just because they are human but time can only produce caring love.

Most of the worry, pain, and anxiety are gone. I think we reason too much, sometimes we have to let go for no reason to be able to live. Repression is great. Today felt like a new blank slate.

If people think your an asshole, just smile and tip your hat with a "thank you." It's possible Vanessa, Lisa, and most of my co-workers think I'm an ass. That's probably a good sign that I'm living life through my own thinking and not through others. Life isn't about a popularity contest.

This diary has sucked for the past 10 entries. Let's all move on together and forget this shit ever happened.

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