The work, which becomes a new genre itself...
The work, which becomes a new genre itself...
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2004-01-06-1:29 a.m. I think this year I'll be going to: 1. France 2. Spain 3. Austrailia 4. New Zealand I've already visited: 1. USA 2. Canada 3. Israel I will never go to: 1. North Korea 2. Afganistan 3. Iraq (or any arab country) 4. Those islands way up north that have only Inuit and ice blocks. 5. African countrys where your life can be exchanged for a dollar. Any other place I hope to visit before I die. Life is a journey, don't feel safe. Embarass yourself and have fun. Day 5, Mass Social Experiment Today I had to put an "Out of Order" sign from the Book on sometype of public structure. Things like an elevator or a phone booth for example. Living in Jacksonville, it's not a very public area. It doesn't have the usual hustle and bustle of NYC or other walking-around-it-sucks-to-have-a car place. I went walking around though and found the perfect structure... a porta-potty! Odd enough, it was outside my great uncle Al's house. This Day was somewhat hard because I have morals tatooed on my butt. I thought about putting it on a fast food window but then it would cause Burger King to lose money (ha, like they need it right?) or an elevator on campus (but we have so many handycapped people that would be mean) or on an ATM (but then the cops would have a nice tape of me?) I have fearful and timid nature. I mean, it's not extreme, I jumped out of an airplane and have no problem doing crazy shit. But I have a problem talking to cops or looking them in the eye. I fear doing anything antisocial, like sticking a Out of Order sign on something and getting caught. I FEAR it. And then what? What will I say? I lose my cool. I can't tell a lie without my insides festering. I think the book will be good for me... I would love the ability to have confidence in every step. I have confidence... but what about in everything a person does? Maybe that's a lot to ask. Maybe I know my ability doesn't match up with the wish. Maybe I know being 21 years old makes it impossible for now. I guess if I had confidence in everything I did that would make me an arogant fool. I better just keep learning and training then.
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