2003-10-27-4:04 p.m.
When you play guitar on the steps of a building, you're bound to attract people.

David came over and played his "I hate babies song." That was cute... in a sick way.

Then as we were talking this girl came out of no where and just started talking with us. I had no idea who she was and for a split second paniced that I meet this girl before and somehow forgot her face. She just sat down and talked to me like we were good buddies for years on end. It turned out I really didn't know the girl so that was a relief. She played some of her own creations, sorta folksy with some Irish sounding music mixed in. She was also a singer, and she had a very pretty voice. I love how musicans look when they sing. They look entranced and so in love with what they are doing. She kinda had this smile while she sang - it grabs the heart. She would for sure get my quarter, if she had a hat out.

It's important though not to be charmed by new people. You see one single layer of that person, but not all the layers. It's better to just sit back knowing the person then to jump right into a relationship. A pretty voice and nice eyes don't make the totality of a woman.

I have a scared feeling when I want to just jump into a relationship with a girl. More like dread, because I know I'm most likely setting up something with a girl I'll end up not liking. It doesn't turn into love, it turns into a burden.

She did have a lot of armpit hair that she needed to shave. I'm not sure if that is a plus or a minus. Society teaches us that certain things are wrong or right. Oh well, but a nice voice indeed.

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